I do hope that the Valentine holiday season has been good to you all, let it be by yourself or with friends or a significant other. I am sorry that I had to take a break from blogging, being the host and trying to get certain things organized not the bizness...lol. Getting back to where we are going I was what I would call "Blessed" to spend that time with someone very close to my heart. Now that things are back on normal schedule it gives me time to think and ponder on that time. What the other years have told me. What I tell myself with my actions? How do I treat myself before I let others into my bubble? We are the true Guardian of how we will be treated. Sometimes it takes someone else pointing out the Greatness that we hold inside to really make us take a look that we are WORTH being treated well. Sometimes we have to come to it on our own. Sometimes even it is thrust upon us like a bolt of lightning that is too powerful for us to even think we can handle, but the Good Lord does not put anything on our road that we can not handle. I can testify to that. I am not saying that everyday is peaches and cream, I will be the first to admit that I am surprised I am not sucking on a bottle of hooch sitting on some stoop wasting my time. I have goals that I need to reach, people that I need to meet that they will affect my life or vice versa! The song I chose to go with this post means a great deal to me. The words, the story are so powerful. I know one or two people reading this might laugh at the fact that I may be a sensitive person but I read somewhere that one should never discard someones feelings when they state them, cause one never knows how hard it was for them to get it out. I swear I can never say this enough. Why cause it is something I have to constantly remind myself of all the time. I was speaking to one of the special gals in my life and we were discussing how the art of respect and admiration has practically gone out the window. Yes we as females are looked at as equals.... but equal to what now! Are we better off today than we were 20,30,40 years ago. I do not think so. Yes we have soooooooo much more now but what happened to the Family structure! I do not care what your sexual preference is cause that is your thing not mine. What happened to the art of courtship? I miss being able to flirt and a guy actually know what that was instead of expecting me to go after him! I miss all the things that made life exceptionally good. Yes I might be a bit Old Fashioned but darn it it was good! If it aint broke why fix it! All I know is that should I have a boy someday I HOPE that some young lady will appreciate the time my Son will take to court her formally. All I know is that I am thankful for those in my life that have given me hope and kept me breathing:) You mean more than you can imagine. I appreciate that one Man that woke me up to Love a long time ago and makes me find the better me, keep me on my toes. I do thank my Ex's for NOT being the right guy for me, Some of them I am still friends with, some of them might think they are on my good list but not so much. And I want to thank God for giving me a Brain that I can realize the potential I have inside of myself and the knowledge that he is amazing and can love without boundaries. If you have a chance check out a movie called "the Measure of a Man" Most Excellent film that I highly recommend. Brought some serious tears to my eyes, it touched me deeply. I am going to cut this off here... till we meet again in a few days. Know that you are all loved... I may or may not know you personally but know a heartfelt gratitude goes out to all for being amazing in your own right! Till the next post, make it a great day!
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